Someone told me
"Arielle, I could never imagine you creating work like this. You are so soft spoken and you just don't look, or act like an artist." I replied, well my work is a way for me to speak out. I don't feel like I have to dress and act like an artist, say all this deep conceptual shit, acting like I'm always in a zone. I create pieces because it relaxes me. I'm always surrounded by negativity and my work is a way for me to escape reality. So, sorry that I'm not loud, conceptual, and just don't dress like an artist, but it doesn't matter what you think about me, because I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing, and act the way I act.
I find it interesting how people judge you just by how you look. A lot of people are puzzled when they see my work, then me being the creator of it. I am shy (usually around people I don't know), and I usually wear basic clothes; nothing fancy or funky (designer clothes are to expensive), and specifically because I'm plus size (
JUNK IS FUNK YALL) . I've actually been criticized because of how I looked. Meaning, just because I don't look the part means that I don't have credentials for that part. But, when they realize that I do have a lot of credentials, they look like a total ass. I mean...what does an artist and designer look and act like?
Seriously? I really want to know? Anyone? Because I didn't know that there was a designer code book. Am I supposed to wear shirts that has witty comments that refers to something about the art&design field? Should I only talk about design? Do I have to attend every single art opening? Am I suppose to listen to all the indie bands that's out there? Should I smoke or do pot? Seriously...I have no clue. I know one thing is that I don't have to impress anyone, but myself. If I'm not up to your standards, then fine. I don't care, because if you judge someone just by how they look, then it just makes you look like a very shallow, small minded, individual. And I wouldn't want to be around that kind of negativity.
But, I just had to rant about that, because I am sick of people judging me based on how I look. Of course when they make snarky little comments like that, I just think in my head,
boy....if they only knew...haters only makes me stronger. :)