Who Ever Said Junior Year Is the Hardest Year Is Right

So, how is my junior year going so far you may ask. Well....I am officially stressed out. Yea, Yea, I know I was all happy about school starting, but now that I see how much work load I'm getting, I wish it was break again. I guess the main reason why I was so eager to start was because I would be away from home and that I would get to see my friends again. Being the fact that I have 6 classes 3 of which is difficult, I am ready for winter break. Everything that I had planned to do this year, I have a feeling that I will not happen seeing that I am always doing homework. That Halloween Parade I was talking about...I didn't go because that week I got popped with tons of homework in communication design and motion graphics. I pretty much spent my Halloween doing homework and eating pizza...what fun!

I'm usually not the one to show or get stressed out. In, fact I am usually the person who calms people down when they are stressed, but lately I have just been showing it. I've been very moody, tired, and just been getting easily annoyed with the littlest of things. I especially get annoyed when people talk about the party they went to and all the shit they did that week, because its like...well that's good for you, but while you were partying I was working on 3 assignments in graphic communication, 2 assignments for type, my main project for motion, and my film...so GOOD FOR YOU! My friends are even beginning to notice it. I mean....I still love what I do, I will always love graphic design and motion graphics, but it just seems like so much is getting piled on me at the same time. It's just hard for me to balance one project after another. I just need a break.

I was just thinking that if this semester is already making me go bonkers, then next semester I will go absolutely crazy.LOL!...I have 4 things that I will have to do which is seriously major. I have to shoot and edit my film, make my portfolio, work on my motion graphic projects( and apparently next semester is when we get all the major projects), and look for internships. All that I will have to do by the end of the year. All these things are major and very time consuming. Not only that, but I still will have homework coming in from other classes. And the work has to be good, so that I can put it into my portfolio. I mean, not so much the print, but I want to have enough strong motion graphic pieces to show to companies. And so far I have none that I think is good for my portfolio. Mainly because a lot of it is stuff I did for practice, but I just have a feeling that I won't have anything good to present to them. I DON'T KNOW....my teacher likes my stuff..he tells me that this is your nitch, but when I look at other peoples stuff I'm like....are you sure....I DON'T KNOW...It's the stress taking over...AHHHH!!!!!.......*head hits table*